who r u

life can be unfair . At this point i dunno what my purpose in life. I always have this question pop up in my head. Like who are u to strangers when we meet and people will look down on you first. When i go hiking, people will ignore u first and when i reach at peak, then people will get notice of me and i wonder what inside their head. One time when i reach at hiking place , i give up easily because i dunno where is the starting point. So i back to my car and on the way back, i saw a group man heading to climb the hill. I just ignore and same time, i also saw a couple to hike. I approach them and i ask to join . Yes, they agreeed. When i reach at the peak, so the group of man i just saw like ask the couple where do u know me? In front of me. I was like sxxt. U guys can ask me, but no. Im kind like what do u expect. Im not gonna achieve or i seem lost. Whatever it is. I still kind of wanderer in this earth. Why everbody treat me like that. Am i deserve for anyone.

poskad

after 11 years, im goin to postcrosing again. Im so lonely. So, i began to search for poskad . Stamps i only have a long time ago like not enough n need to buy more. It has increased to rm0.90 per poskad. Wow. So, i went to 5 stationary shops not even single shop have postcard. Malaysia things. Some staff even have to google , and ask me is it hari raya. No, i said malaysia postcard. Its funny. Like what year and earth im living right now. So i just go to kinokuniya. 10postcard/RM15. Parking Rm16. Eating 15. Stamps RM4.50. So , go to posmalaysia klcc. And drop my postcard. Done. I need to draw my own postcard .

let is be lovely & let us be kind

let us be silly & free

it won’t make us famous

it wont make us rich

but dammint how happy we’ll be

celxkx

mcm celxkx . Boleh x lenyapkan axu kt atas muka bumi ni. Aku nk senyapkan mulut celxkx . Aku dah x tahan hidup mcm ni. Aku bersabar untuk kebahagiaan aku di akhirat. Masihkah ada ruang kt sana Ya Allah. Mulut xibxi org aku dah x sanggup. Aku betul x paham kegunaan aku. Kau lenyapkan aku ya Allah.